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Saturday, 14 November 2009

  • With friends like these



    There is something to be said about friends who would do things for you... those would take the flap for you and go all out to fix situations that will favor you. I have people who are like these, like the girls in the photo with me - and a guy friend Victor @ reckless_eagle who would risk his reputation to defend me and makes things easier for me.

    Victor was there when I suffered depression after a heartbreak from a relationship failure. It wasn't a nice break up, and I was betrayed by a third party in a relationship, a certain lady Xangan called RestlessButterfly. I was feeling suicidal after the break up and Victor talked me out of it. He was there to talk to for hours, sometimes up to 2-3am. I felt better after the talks and now have carry on with my life and develop a strong bond with Victor. I thank you again, Victor, from deepest of my heart. God bless you.

    As for you, RestlessButterfly, you hurt me more than you could ever imagine. I never expect you to call up my father and the hospital I was in. You went behind my back to go and said things that jeopardized my relationship and ultimately broke it to pieces. I did not know who you are then, and I don't care so much for you now. I wish we could be friends, but we cannot undo what you have done to me and Greg. For that reason, I still yet to find the way to forgive you.

Friday, 13 November 2009

  • If you love something, let it go...

    ...and the rest of the saying is... "if it comes back it was meant to be, if not it was never love in the first place".  I've given the space, but it seems like the love is gone. It's hard to say that, but it's gone.  My problem is that my love is still there, even if his never was.  I really have to move on, but I don't know how to do that... never had to before.  So now I'm trying to figure out how to do that, and everything seems to be against me.  I'm trying everything I can, but it still seems to be stuck in my head.  I'm actually kinda afraid that the only way to move on is to fall again... deeply, madly, in love... but I feel so out of it, I don't know if I can... silly emotions.

Saturday, 07 November 2009

  • EYES TEST

    Look at the picture below very carefully 

    eyes-test

    Have you noticed the girl in the background?
    Noticed her bum?
    Well, look at the picture again.
    If your answer is YES, then go and see an OPTOMETRIST.
    Why? That’s because what you see is the shoulder of the girl taking the picture!!!

  • Two men, one American and an Indian were sitting in a bar drinking shots after shots.

    The Indian man said to the American, 'You know my parents are forcing me to get married to this so called homely girl from a village whom I haven't even met once.' We call this arranged marriage. I don't want to marry a woman whom I don't love... I told them that openly and now have a hell lot of family problems.'

    The American said, "Talking about love marriages... I'll tell you my story. I married a widow whom I deeply loved and dated for 3 years. 'After a couple of years, my father fell in love with my step-daughter and married her, so my father became my son-in-law and I became my father's father-in-law.

    Legally now my daughter is my mother and my wife my grandmother. More problems occurred when I had a son. My son is my father's brother and so he is my uncle.

    Situations turned worse when my father had a son. Now my father's son, my brother is my grandson. Ultimately, I have become my own grandfather and I am my own grandson. And you say you have family problems."

    The Indian fainted.

Friday, 25 September 2009

  • will going back to KL tomorrow. But today at 3pm i will travel to Dungun, Terengganu to my auntie's house. i will be going in my sis's car & will stay overnight at her house. still don't know when i will be back to my hometown again. i will miss everything again here .i was thinking of quitting from my job & find a new one in my hometown. i am not in happy mood right now. yeah... bad news!

Thursday, 17 September 2009

  • Home again

    Yesterday was my last day of work. I left for the airport for the domestic Air Asia flight this afternoon, and now finally, I'm home. HOME. I'm soooooo glad to be back home with the family. Soon after I arrived, the first thing I did after dumping my bags was SHOPPING! It's been 9 months since I went back home and I just need time to savor back everything. Sigh.... :)

Friday, 11 September 2009

  • eid mubarak

    I WANT TO WISH HAPPY HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI TO

    ALL THE MUSLIM XANGANS

    & MY FRIENDS

    MAY ALL OF YOU HAVE A HAPPY CELEBRATION,

    HAVE FUN & GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU.

    LOVE ALWAYS:

    HASEL

Tuesday, 01 September 2009

  • IT'S MY BIRTHDAY TODAY!

    My friends celebrated my birthday earlier with cupcakes!! Yayyy!!



    So come along and give me the birthday wishes and kisses!

  • Flirting via SMS

    There's a lot to love about flirting via SMS! It's thrilling, fun and takes the pressure and anxiety off face-to-face communication. Yet disastrous text messaging faux pas can happen. Here are some things to be mindful to keep matters peachy with your man!

    The gender difference.     Before you text a guy, know that men and women text differently. First of all, not all men sign with love, hugs and kisses nor do they respond as fast as us gals do. And they don't analyse every single word, smiley face and exclamation mark. They just text with more direct style.

    Text friendly or not? Don't judge a person by their SMS until you've gotten to know them. A guy who gives you one-liner text message could be a real chatterbox in person. Just because you send long well-thought-through message texts more than he does, it doesn't mean he doesn't like you, so relax!

    Know when to turn the text into call. Be smart about it. Always use SMS to enhance a relationship, never as a substitute. If there's an SMS-misunderstanding or an unresolved conflict, it's better to call him than to subject yourself to a tiring SMS-war! What takes 20 messages can be resolved with a three-minute phone call.

    Check the content. Make it a habit to read and re-read your SMS - check for OTT hints of clingy-ness and other inappropriate signals.

    Question : What is your SMS flirting style?

Saturday, 29 August 2009

  • Miss Xanga Asia? No, thanks. I'm a Career Woman

    Alright.... I write this in connection with Miss Xanga Asia 2009 and XndraXstz's blog The Beauty Within. I would like to clarify here that I wasn't invited to join the contest but I am very much aware of it. I haven't been around Xanga lately since I've been working up to around 7.30 - 8pm on weekdays and 4.30pm on Saturdays. I have a new job working in one the world's most famous companies that deals in multimedia and electrical goods. I work with the budgets and balance accounts under the tutelage of one of the directors. I also deal with public relations. This leaves me with little time for myself. I used to have fun outings with my friends. Now leisure time is so precious to me. On my off days and holidays, I would just relax by having massages and shopping. I live on my own, so I am responsible for my own well being. So you see, I wish to have nothing to do with any online pageants, including in Xanga. I prefer people to see me as this career woman rather than cheap little missy looking for her 15 minutes of fame and male adulation. I think I am more than a beautiful woman. I am a beautiful woman with a brain and wonderful career.

  • A letter from a daughter





    Dear Mom

    I know I haven't been a good daughter lately. I made some bad choices in my life, one of them is accepting the current job position which demand a lot of my free time. I know it has been awhile since our last talks, and I know I've been avoiding the calls. I've been feeling too tired, stressed out and burdened with datelines, that I couldn't go back home to visit. I know those aren't the best excuses a daughter would give to her parents. I know I should make the time, if I really, really tried. But I didn't. I don't want to cause a rift between us and I hate to be a bad example for my younger sisters. I want you all to be proud of me, and be proud of my achievements. I can never be there with you all in person, but know that I will always be there in spirit. I will always love you.

    Sincerely,
    Your daughter Hasel

Sunday, 23 August 2009

Monday, 17 August 2009

  • Moving back... or not

    So my sister thinks I should definitely consider moving back home. I wouldn't say she knows me best, she doesn't know all that much about what I get up to and what I'm all about, but she sees through me like no one else. She knows I haven't been happy here for a while now. She also has the whole life balance thing down, and I really should have used her as an example and taken her lead a long time ago. She knows I devote far too much of my life earning money which I waste, and throw away willy nilly. That I pour my heart and soul into a meaningless job in an attempt to feel needed, useful, important, and a misguided attempt to stay occupied to distract myself from what a shambles my life has become.

Sunday, 16 August 2009

Sunday, 05 July 2009

  • It's almost 7 months i haven't gone back to my hometown & see my mom, grandmom, dad & other relatives. I miss them very much. I miss everything there.

    I'm feeling really tired lately these days. The whole body feels very painful & stressed out. I need some rest!!!!

Saturday, 04 July 2009

  • CR 7-8

    The full scale of Cristiano Ronaldo's historic move from Manchester United to Real Madrid will be revealed to him on Monday evening when he is formally presented to supporters and the world's media at the Bernabeu stadium.

    CR 7-5 CR 7-4 CR 7-2 CR 7-3 CR 7-6

    "I think that it's a fair figure. If Manchester United and Real Madrid agree this amount then there is nothing more to say. I will show that the money they are paying has been a good decision.

    "I know that they are going to demand a lot of me to be successful at the club and I know that I'm going to have much more pressure than at Manchester United because I was there for many years. But it means a new challenge and is going to help me be the best footballer."

    CR 7-9

    WILL ALWAYS SUPPORT YOU!

Wednesday, 01 July 2009

  • Questions

    Why do most Xangans take it for granted that Asians and Asian-looking Xangans are born and living in Asian countries?

    Why do most Xangans take it for granted that Xanga is populated by Americans, Atheists and Christians?

    Why do most Xangans think that the rest of world have Sex Education in their schools?

    Why do most Xangans think their religions and beliefs are better than others?

    Why do most Xangans sleep around?

Tuesday, 30 June 2009

Monday, 29 June 2009

Wednesday, 10 June 2009

  • Snaking the gay issue



    In this magazine cover image released by Rolling Stone, American Idol, runner-up Adam Lambert is shown on the cover of the June 25, 2009, issue, which hits newsstands on Friday, June 12.

    So Adam Lambert announces that he's gay in his usual flamboyant way. That doesn't surprise me in the least. But if you think he is killing his career by announcing his sexuality, please say so in my comment box below. Personally I think it will help to boost his career more than ever.

    And yes, he looks like the real devil in the Garden Of Eden.

FairyNAngel

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About Me

  • I love my family and friends, my constant companions. I love poetry, nature, angels, fairies, music, stars, arts and peace, which brings me joy and contentment. This life is just full of surprises. I intend to live it to the fullest, one day at a time.

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